the "ME" i have become..

i hate the ME i have become,

for crippling anger corrupts my mind,

in this world of struggling men,

where i don't differ to anyone.

i hate the ME i have become,

for awful shatters i have done,

shatter to a preciously owned,

shatter to trash-considered keep.

i hate the ME i have become,

for this heart of mine is deeply scratched,

scratch reflected by a scar,

scar made by my idle hands.

i hate the ME i have become,

for this naive man has falsely grown,

raised by a single parent's touch,

but never lacked a Godly hand.

i hate the ME i have become,

for thousand reasons i articulate,

hat, doubt, and fatal anger,

words capsulized single by "ME."

i hate the ME i have become,

for i want to cry but tears won't flow,

the reason is that my eyes are doomed,

and that my heart's a freezing field.

i hate the ME i have become,

for thoughts like hell run in my brain;

demonic words i often say,

that pawned my soul to horned-tailed ones...